Change

people always talk about change for the better, like why is the sky always so gray, the rain needs to stop to bring out the sunny weather. but nobody ever looks at change for the worse, they're stuck on thinking so positive, because the negative seems to hurt. even if it's just a little bit but not for me but wish i could go back to the time, before i was depressed. before this saddened state, has freed my smiling face, from every smile that was left. back before my lungs felt like they would burst, from each one of my breaths. before i ever had anything to get off of my chest. because i'm not one to like change. that's why i hate falling leaves, and tomorrow, today. i'd much rather have them rain filled clouds, than this sun that's shining now.