Chariots Ablaze

Check my pulse, I'm still alive Mistake this for me But I've survived Fool me again, I'm a fool Waste my love Is that so cruel? Somethings sour In my veins Its NOT me Fooled again The taste is foul Fermented flesh Your mouth is acid Draining caress I'm not infected I've survived I've lived on your poison To myself I've lied My skin is irritated There IS an end I'm still not convinced Don't convince me again Do you hear me "lord" As I scratch my nails down this chalk board? Can you feel my disdain? Every dream I had youve purposely slain I'm still not convinced Don't convince me again I'm not your martyr You'll never win.