Clarity I Seek

Strumming thoughts, hollow up and down. Wilting heads of slow paced beating. Lost amongst life’s temptations. To which way to walk, right or left? Surrounded by questions gnawing repeatedly. Each step growing shorter, scratching upon thy flesh. Distance between answers enfolds me. Indulge this life, of love and hate. For now I cannot be found. I seek for understanding. Pleas of emptiness hits you so tangibly. Crawling through un-kept secrets. Hate for you cannot grow weaker. For my lungs have been pulled; I wish to argue, but there is nothing to say. Ridiculed deeply in my mind. I fight between my own abandoned thoughts. Inhibited so unwillingly, by the rights. No knowing of what voice I shall listen intently to. Dreams may full everyday, and I know it to be true. Clarity is the star I wish upon each day. For I sink into a cloud of lingering thoughts. Creating a complex confusion within me. So leave me be, sinking my own boat. Slowly drowning each day.