collect call from prison

-hello -hello i want to thank you for talking to me i'm no longer that person i used to be and i hope you accept my apology you still there? still talking to me? i didn't hang up, i'm waiting patiently for you to shut up and listen to me you still seem very angry with me give me one reason why i shouldn't be i just wanted to talk to you as a friend in hopes that we could reconcile... and try us again what? are you drunk? twisted? spun up again? did you forget what happened back then? of course i didn't and i called to say that i'm sorry for treating you that way i am ashamed for the things i said and for letting those thoughts go to my head well i wont forgive you, not today i wont forgive you no matter what you say you lost my love, my respect, my trust how can you just forget about us? i will make it up to you i swear show you this time around... i really do care people dont change and neither will you your reality is so f**king far from the truth and you will never realize what you put me through and you cant imagine the sacrifices i made for you you have never taken a step or walked a mile in my shoes but i need you in my life, i really do i cant make it through another day, not without you and you and me, we were meant to be this heartbreak has drained me of everything you have taken my own life away from me and your actions speak louder than your words could ever be i'm gonna change i promise i promise you'll see your promises are nothing but lies every promise has made me cry why should i believe in you this time why should i put my heart on the line i'm hanging up, i gotta go i cant listen to your bulls**t anymore dont hang up on me just yet and dont say anything you're gonna regret and may i have a final request? i'm listening remember the words in my poetry remember how i used to be and if you think about anything just take a moment and please forgive me