Confused in love

My eyes fill with the blood that seep from my heart it spills over onto my cheeks it glides down my checkered face it finds my bonedry mouth Life fills me never more. I've been burning in the waters of uncertainty I've been drowning in the flames of the unknown... I admit my defeat. My heart is my strongest and my only weapon, you have stolen it from me and left me defenseless. Loving you is what I was trying to do. Sadly you could not see it. Confusion was not what I wished to accomplish, yet that is my only success. I feel nothing. No pain, no sorrow, no suffering. I am hollow. Please return what you have taken from me it belongs to you no more.