Content

Trapped in my own thoughts. Blocking out my true reality. Wanting to focus on own. PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!! In self pity I want to grovel, despite discontent from others. When can I depart from this life to stop this self afflicted strive? Looking from outside in, experiencing the present. My point of view already distorted, so now I can go and report it How people see me or perceive me to be, this caring, loving being hiding behind miles of smiles never ending reality bending Will it ever end this non ending feeling? It has to come to a total stop, when I start feeding content. Then it will be the end of my plot. (Yes I did mean feeding content not feeling content If you have two fighter dogs and you only feed one of them he will be the stronger one and always