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i am twisted between left and right i don't know what to do i just can't seem to make up my mind i love poetry to bits i even write it always, my mind is filled with words that compose it i simply adore the business world the independence of being your own boss the risks and oppotuni's involved the profits and losses poetry-i live, breath,eat it gooddamn it, i am it! business- i dream, visualize it i want to be it! i'm painfully torn apart between heart and mind both these things can support me in my life in the long run but now i've to chose one which i will pursue now and perhaps,i'll pick the other one at a later time if you know how please help me make up my mind because i've tried, but i can't seem to find if only i could get two birds with one stone only then would there be peace in my heart and mind and my body overall PLEASE HELP ME