Daddy

Its a beautiful thing when you love someone, something like a bad dream when they're gone. One day, two, three then four, still I wonder if he'll walk through the door, Night comes and I pray once more. ''Dear lord, will he come?'' I dont understand how a farther could leave his daughter, his son. The image from a picture i have not seen; no voice heard, Maybe the thought of him returning is pathetic; obserd, did he have another daughter? Onewho he preferred? Maybe leaving was good for you however bad for me. I miss you now, even though i never knew you. Daddy, i wish you could see! Its been 16 years and still ive no word, still no meeting, voice remains unheard. I wonder what you will be like, I question if you think about me? I still want you to be the farther you never thought you couldn't be. A shadow of who you were in my mind calms my nightmares, its a love thats blind. Never-mind that ive not seen your face, my heart still cries out fora farthers love, love embrace. Daddy, i miss you, Please, come home, I never wanted you to leave me alone. Sometimes i feel it was my fault and nothing of yours is mine but a name, come tell me i'm not the one to blame? I love you, can't you love me the same?