Daddy\\'s Little Girl?

All I every wanted was to be daddy's litle girl, but my reality is he abandoned me in this cold chaotic world. What did I ever do? I'm your flesh and still I can't get acknowledgement from you. I am your carbon copy. Yet and still you continue to deny me. Is it because tainted blood pumps through my veins? You have the same illness, if anyone was there it should've been you you understand my pain. Growing up without you was beyond rough. I use to ask myself how could I not be good enough. Now I've grown up and opened my eyes. You're the one who lost out that I have now realized. Because of your ignorance and absence you'll never get the chance to see your beautiful grand child, you'll never get to see me walk down the aisle. I forgive you question is do you forgive yourself? For being selfish and not thinking of anone else. One day you'll need me. **So that the readers will understand, when I say tainted blood it pertains to an hereditary blood disorder known as Sickle Cell Anemia.**