Dear Dad

I've been thinking, thinking about a lot lately! Figuring out, for little things affect me greatly. Im not the only one & this never scared me, Subliminally made me, ok, so even maybe, Swore:"If I resemble you, should never be in demeanour". That takes a lot, at best all my stamina. Let me explain... All the lies! A soldier in M.K. Doctor, healing other's pain, Business shot, 03-09, had to leave again. :"He madeup for it," :"See this, a birthday present from U.K." Demeaning to show, or even make her ask: "Who washed my linens?", then fumble with the task, Unrevelling mystries, my stratchy chin & wetdreams. Show off my new bike, as my buddy beams, At this weekends finals, his daddy will be cheering! Mum will be working, do you know what that means? They came went, through all that I learnt, What makes them glow & drives them round the bend. Then she came, even mum fell for her. She asked for it, One thing I couldn't bare. She then had to leave, said enough didn't care, to grow her seed, believe me I did. Just then you crossed my mind! Am I a seed of this kind? Mum said she'd waited, till I was old enough. But when I was, I told her not to bother. Had you been there, I would never had to wonder, Just who that punk is, The one that made this man? I lost my girl, only cause I wasn't ready. Ours was steady, only she wanted a baby. I pray he's no Punk,& won't do her like you "daddy", that lil' one grows ligit, not a lovechild like her mummy.