Delusion

The volatile nature of believing that you're whole In a moment of agony making you feel so small Goosebumps you've once enjoyed became sharp as a knife Inner disturbance causing unending torment and a strife You fixed yourself many times and then made a vow But your dreadful mind is shifty and broke it somehow You stumbled again and felt unspeakable shame Trying to find a villain, someone to take the blame Looked yourself in the mirror and didn't like what you see And there's no place to hide, nowhere you could flee