Dispair

An absence of light retaining the dark A cavern so deep so vacant and sparse Nothing to echo, no present hark, Just a deepening crevass where I once wore a heart. Depriving emotion's bewilder my head, A shear obsolete soul Drowned in the tears that I've shed, No essence within me not even a thread, A welcomed craved numbness Suppressing the death I've been fed. The constant aching felt within The constant hurt not without Leaving me Vacant and sullen a life shattering bout, An unfortunate flower just begining to sprout Now desiccating rapidly trapped in a drought. I used to love to live now life is all I fear Since been severed from my soulmate One remaining half without you here, No existence for ever mending Gone forever beyond repair. I look up to now moody skies Begging how and why's this fair? The heavens just ignor my cries Do they even care? The final blow is i'll never know Eternally detained in my dispair.