Divorce

There's no longer that place I feel safe, I feel free No longer can I arrive unannounced, use my own key Family divided, relationships forever changed Naively waiting in limbo, in denial, in blame Reality hit hard, still reluctant to accept A future of heartache, of change, of neglect When will this nightmare emerge from itself Too old to still suffer because my parentsgave up Only 24, burden of 40, still 11 in my heart Unaware, is there an age limit for falling apart? Nothing is perfect no matter how hard I try Perfection: my passion, my purpose, my vice