dont pray 4 me

i dont want your prayers or no peace on earth dont tell me that you care my time with you was cursed dont give me your sympathy dont say we were just friends cause i fucked you in the lawn one day laughed at you in the end dont you ever pray for me my heart is a lost cause i just ask that i dont kill someone i take a breath before i pause i dont want your prayers i just want this hate to stop i really want to be loved again or my anger to just cease my hatred must be funnelled now by a call to the police i dont see no shining light the happy times are now gone all that i remember now is the knife you put in my back as i look at all the others now the respect for me you lack i dont need your damn advice dont tell me what to do and dont give me your sympathy the memories are just that Dont you say you ll pray for me thats the last thing i want to hear your prayers they mean nothing to me just a hipocrates delight my anger must be funnelled now to remember what you did so i dont fall into the same trap and the secrets that you hid from me and everyone else by the actions in your bed i dont want your prayers or to hear the sorrow in your voice dont say you really cared tell me a few more lies i need to hear your useless noise i m never going to be you i m not what you stand for so stop your fucking prayers for me you ripped my heart out at the core