Dream Ending?

Gin soaked, looking haggard, To your front door I staggered, For one more chance to implore! Solemnly promise, no booze anymore, Away with you, drunken laggard! I came, but you saw, And don't want me no more, You treat me as one of the dregs! Beaten, rejected, with tail between legs, I just can't get up off the floor! The problem of course, My addiction to sauce; Self-esteem now gone down the drain! But all is not lost, for my life I regain, As myself from bad dream I do force!