Drowning

Drown my pain in confusion, to lose my sorrow. I'll cut my loses, theres no tomorrow. Numb my senses, I'll feel no pain. Yet still my life, I disdain. Sorrow, pain, and Regret. Three things I am full of. Not shit, I swear, I'm falling. Do I look okay!? Does this feel right? I'll Walk away, walk into the light. But the Light turns to dark, and I cannot see. Please let me go. Just let me be free.