endings and beginnings

for beginnings to begin we need to begin with ending endings, holding onto desired outcomes delays the endings to create a superficial dis-satisfaction that endings haven't happened, mental thought re-creates blockages in their need to confuse this systematical re-routing, perverse satisfaction and morbid realisation that the ending is really part of a new beginning, whilst titillating anticipation of forward re-winding reminds this soul that the ending has passed and a new beginning has begun...