enmeshed

ENMESHED When I married and I loved When my family pushed and shoved When their endevour met success So enmeshed, I was blessed When I heard Cathy sing When I saw Tania fling When I felt Linda's art Vicariously part, bursting heart Where am I? This shadow being Outlined only; substance fleeing Who am I? This cosmic dust Consequence of a careless thrust? Loosing love the loss a force Sink or swim I follow my course Journey unique, necessity demands Survival within; a startling dance now my love is there for me always was so i see always there, shrunk-denied, ....how they lied....how i lied.........