Escape

Lost. I can`t see through the haze I feel like a rat in a darkened maze The future holds my only fear Not for myself, but the ones I hold dear Attachement keeps me hanging in Though I am worthless I strive to win Restless, with no end in sight No safe corner, no guiding light Bound to this world by spirit ties Others will hurt if my body dies Freedom I yearn of sensless strife Freedom in death if not in life I dream of a world where I`m alone No one to care for or call my own No one to keep me flying straight No one to hurt if my life derailed Soothing thought to just quit a life Lay down the burden, escape the vise Live without the need to depend Until the time comes to let it all end To die serene, knowing I left no hole No one to miss me, no one to mourn No one that mattered is left behind Just fade off to a state more benign