Everything You Said To Me

Every word you ever said to me Was just a lie that I believed Stupid foolish little girl Getting run over by everyone in the world Heartbroken and left lying on the floor Don’t look at me like this shut the door I thought it was real The way you made me smile, the way you made me feel. You said you did it to make me happy I had my heart but you had the key Best friends for never that’s all we will be Cause you just sat there and fed all those stupid lies to me How could I be so stupid? Blinded by love and struck by cupid I thought you were really different Everything I said to you I actually meant it I'm a mess Just a piece of worn out flesh You played me like a yo-yo What you did was really low I can't believe you did this I was just another girl on your list You played your sick little games Now there's nothing left but to call names You made me cry Made people look at me and say oh my Cause I'm not who I used to be I guess I finally paid the fee For loving you For wanting to say I do It was all just fun and a game for you But now I’m turning black and blue Beating myself up for loving you It was stupid for me to think it was actually true I trusted you You made me feel so safe, so I stuck to you like glue But now there's nothing left but a broken heart and a crooked smile I think about you everywhere even the stupid Wal-Mart aisles Ready for this year to be over Cause you were the worst lover I wish I could just get you outta my head. You're killing me like a bullet made with lead. My heart hurts. I don’t even want to flirt. Sometimes I want to lie down and just die. So then I can get some wings and just fly. I wouldn’t have to stay in this stupid place. Wondering what I should do just in case. Am done pretending To you we were just a fling. I don’t want to cry anymore I just want to slam the door On us the past everything we could’ve been But all the mistakes that were made are written in pen. Everything could be so much better If these stupid tears weren’t making my face wetter. My wall is back up The next person in line is going to need more than luck Our love was just paper thin It blew away with the wind. You don’t get it I thought me and you were the perfect fit You always knew how to make me laugh Found my heart quick didn’t need a map I thought life was actually fair for once. That there was no need for pills or blunts I trusted you with all I had You were patient with me never got mad I would give my life just to save yours I gave you all I had an even more I felt complete with you Like nobody could compete with you That you were all I would ever need I thought our love was a growing plant but in reality there was no seed I just wish a lot now that’s all Sometimes I wish I could get on a tall building and just fall It’s hard to walk now so I must crawl I have to keep moving and just try to stand tall I’ll get along without you I just must try. Who am I kidding what a big lie. I keep dragging this out I’m almost not even sure what this poem is about I just keep finding words to rhyme Its keeps me from crying all the time.