Facade -

*This is the first poem I have written in over 10 years, so I am expecting some criticism. Please don't hold back as this was completely 'off the cuff' and I am very much a complete novice. I don't know how to write poetry but wanted to express a collection of thoughts in some sort of structured manner. If it reads like a 5 year old wrote it, please say so!* 'Facade' There is always a smile Is it really a trial? There is always a laugh Who set me on this path? Is it not obvious to see? That this is not the real me How long can I maintain this act? Without revealing the true fact My vacant, distant gaze Is visible throughout the days Surely it is a clue For I only wish they knew Understanding is all I ask For my only desire is to withdraw this mask Am I suitably able and wise? To remove this agonising guise.