Faded Nostalgia

The emptiness of delusional pasts, The gaping hole of existence, The destruction of the soul, I was once a happy man, But now, life has changed again, My heart is torn apart, Any purpose, that I once held true, has forgotten me, I am numb with regret, Sorrow, Anger, Pain, The uncontrollable events of living, Makes one welcome dying, To be a puppet, on a string, A missing piece of the puzzle, The loss of unconditional affection, The intense ache of humanity, To know an incredible friend and father, Almost super-human, To lose their presence, To lose the presence of myself, To forget him, The faded memory of love, My worst fear, My greatest pain.