Fault

Why I do this to myself I don’tknow, But I still try hanging on to the invisible rope I don’t know if you see me the same way Or if I was just another game Why am I still hurting why do I still care When you’re already lost what do I then fear Pretending and lying I hide whats there The truth and pain is only for me to bear The mask I’ve worn has hidden me behind You’re too late, the love you wont find The person I was I am no more I acted all high while inside I tore Why do I do this, why can’t I be free When you knew the truth, why did u still hurt me Was it my fault that I loved too much When I only spoke the truth, did I still deserve such? How much more patience do I need to face this would How much more hurt do I need to bear Will the scars ever heal, will the darkness leave? How long will thiss all go Do I get to ever let go of the invisible rope?