Fear Struck!

I caught you out of the corner of my eye, Oh God, how could this be, Memories of two years strike me, horror struck am I, where is my justice, where is my god, I have not one protector, From your fine selfish game, will you know its me.... leave me alone, go away, the words that should have been said, words that never were said, scream, scream Sheena scream, again the words don’t leave me, Damn you fear, damn you, damn you for taking my life, damn you, I have cast you out, so why are you back, don’t rape me again fear, just stay away, I hate you again fear, leave me just, leave me alone please. ( I dont know if this is peotry or if it is merly a rant, I just had to get it out. My rapest was releast and I saw him fo rhte first time I didnt know who to deal and the fear that I havent know in two years now has entered me again.) Happy days and sleepless nights, wingless