Feb/3/10

Feeling like an abandoned ship thats being tossed and turned in the ocean, my thoughts are being over flowed with so many mixed emotions. My notions are so unclear, mentally speaking my head is cloudy, now im feeling nothing but fear. To make it all worse I'm all alone, theres no one in sight, the only other object thats here, is my foe. Disapointed at myself, anger turned me on my own shadow, its weird, yes I know. Lately I've been day dreaming so much, life is more of an illusion. Taking advantage of these predicaments has got me in confusion and now I'm facing a tsunami that has everything in rotation, facts and fiction, has now evolved into a hurricane, every thought I had before, has now turned into physical pain, its lame and tearing me apart, murdering my soul and eating up my heart... =/ Just Having One Of Those Days...