fighting blind

Hold me close you are my ghost my unholy fire the anointmentI require to set my soul free soI may be with thee My heart burrows itself into adark hole where you reside my love, you have control jaded are the kindest words of thought when they are not being sought but so hard to find when i finally do make you mine So dont waste your time priming your malicious lies my heart and soul are not yours to spare so love me if you dare love me if you should hate me if you could my life is an open book My eyes are a wonderous portrait of dreams with colors and shades of every scheme yet you choose to see me in black and white which is why it fills me with dread and such fright for with this love you deal in absolutes and so your decisions are resolute now hereI am with this cloud of gray off to ruin a sunny day This cloudbrings a fresh torment of torture and rain that washes the woundsitintends to maim yet this gruesome loveI continue to claim for it is my only conduit of refuge no matter how shifty it may become or shrewd It will always be there with its draining eyes piercing a line into the back of my mind where it will remain as a reminder of the time Iwas beguiled by the darkness shrouded in the sublime it would seem thatI would leave all of this vexation behind butI continue to waste my time fighting blind