For all my sins

Forgive me father for I have come seeking "forgiveness" for everything i've done for my "wicked defiance" and "blasphemous" words said may I henceforth be struck down dead not that I will be because in my human heart I know a universal love of which I am a part no vengeful titan on a throne dishing outpunishment witha fistof stone. Leaving me in pieces to cry alone. Forgive me father for I have lusted after every woman, could not be trusted after a lifetime of living in denial cowed with shame, put myself on trial found myself guilty in the first degree delivered sentencing accordingly served for my acts of sin allegedly For all my "sins" I will not bow I will not believeyour man madewords now I have foughta war inspired only from above bled and cried on the feathers of the dove I feel I live I love I breathe to my inner self I will concede love is spiritual ecstasy the greatest gift my soul obtained sufferingly I will love, and honour thee.