For Bella...

For Bella i wrote this for a good friend of mine who commited suicide 2 years ago... i hope you like it... Have you ever been the cause of someone’s suicide? Held there life in your hands Do u know wot runs through your brain Just before they say goodbye Thinking of what life would be like without them Thinking of how you’re going to cope without them Getting caught up in helping them You forget about yourself Then they hear that You care for them more than anything They say I’m going to die tonite Because of my knife It’s like a stab in my heart to hear The knife is going through there’s One and only, and you left Right out the door With the blade in your hand, And I knew I was never going To see you again, that blade tells 1000 words but I can only hear death! If you die tonite that will be another Little part gone another dead flake of me You keep me alive but if you’re gone then I don’t know how I will survive u kept My heart beating and my lungs breathing I just can’t think straight. One and only, and you left Right out the door With the blade in your hand, And I knew I was never going To see you again, that blade tells 1000 words but I can only hear death! You say to me when you’re gone You can’t be depressed because of me, Well you were wrong I loved you until You’re dying breath, and that wasn’t Too long ago, I still love you, and need you You kept my earth spinning properly One and only, and you left Right out the door With the blade in your hand, And I knew I was never going To see you again, that blade tells 1000 words but I can only hear death! She’s gone now and never coming back Never coming back, never talking again She is 6 feet under and never breathing Her sweet breath or seeing anything With her deep blue eyes One and only, and you left Right out the door With the blade in your hand, And I knew I was never going To see you again, that blade tells 1000 words but I can only hear death!