For You

This is love? What I'm dying for? I'm unimpressed, I wanted more. I thought I'd smile, I thought I'd live again. But something's wrong, I just don't care, For it, For you. It's nothing like, I thought it'd be. I wanted power, I long for passion. Honour and sorrow. You kiss my feet, And stand by me. Why am I not happy? Why don't I hold your hand? When I close my eyes, I do not think of you, Or me, Or something we might be. I'm told you lie, But I don't even mind. This thing, Is not what I thought it'd be. I could go on, But why cry those dry tears? Your not, I'm not. Who we thought we were, Who we thought we'd be. Your hand near mine, I really want you too. So why can't we, There's something wrong with me. The words they sing, Like music from my tongue. They are my thoughts, To give you explanation. I will go on, Your more than my memory. -Jan 07 Sheena Allen