FORSAKEN

I don’t understand why i feel so alone Like a poor little bird lost in the dawn I have plenty of friends but I feel I’m still alone It felt like they have their own world Which I don’t belong I don’t understand why they can be happy Seeing me frustrated, doomed and unhappy I feel so betrayed, it doesn't seem they care My existence doesn't thrill them As if I'm not with them I don't understand why I'm still trying Though trying to relate with them ended me crying I hate it every time I throw fake smiles to them Pretending to be okay even though I'm really not Just not to look weak on their harsh sight I don't understand why I feel so forsaken I'm living in a world who doesn't like me Though how hard I try I still keep on failing Maybe I was born to be rejected ... A lonely girl covered with fear and emptiness Blinded with darkness got lost in the world :'c