Freeze this time

With shades of green she’s dressed so cute. There is a spark inside she’s the girl of my dream! She stood there quite with here charming eyes and nervous stance. Nothing to say; no reason to talk. Yet, I watch her all day, till the clouds explode and skies turn red. Till the dusk sets in and break us apart. New day has come. I had my chance. Or could it be, I just made one. She spoke as a stranger. So friendly and warm but nothing more. Simply, nothing more. Yet my heart melts down; skipping few beats! I want to know more a bit even more! Maybe we are from “two” different worlds. Maybe there is a “big” barrier to breach. But nothing really matters not today, not now! I gaze her pretty eyes, and those curves of her smile. Slowly, I drown in this ocean; lose track of time! Staring her face… That tender bloom of smile. I didn't realize she noticed me back too! Before my reflex can turn my face, to change and erase the proof of my act. She thought I'm a stalker and ran far away! Like leaf on river dragged by current, days turned hollow just expending time. Days turn week. Weeks grew to month. One, two, and few more. Later I saw her standing across; talking so excited with a boy of her choice. What can I do? I just screwed... And buried so deep the only hopeful chance I got. I struggle with my heart, forcing not to watch. Yet I failed again, and stood there amazed; dazzled by her face. Watching her smile; to see her silky hair dance with the breeze that caress. Her hands smoothly tucking it back behind those cute foxy ears. Those tiny earrings Shining in light; moving up and down nodding to her every move. To see those eyes twinkle alive! To see her bounce and jump with joy! It feels so great. Fills my heart; joy explodes! Though it hurts inside, to see her with some other guy. I want to freeze this time! A painting indeed! I want to freeze this second! It’s a beautiful life! Sooo beautiful, my friend.