from him to her, then nevermore

From him to her, then nevermore What’s gone wrong? I can't think straight it's been so long, since I’ve seen your face I want to touch, want to try But will I burn? Will I die? Question is, am I set? To take a chance, that may end in regret? I used to be curious Now I can't get enough Stare at me with yearning eyes and melt your skin with mine You ignite the flame that drives me insane You set my soul on fire I can feel you when the night creeps up between my thighs when another part of my sanity dies the gentle caress, of a demon in distress Hate to feel the after burn of a such a restless night the sun singeing my nocturnal eyes the whip crack in justice of my heart's denial It feels so strange to be centre of my own shame I embrace my pain let it carry off my blame I tried to relent tried to fight But my flesh gave in, and so I lied I let it go yet the memory carries on Haunting my dreams with this wretched song I used to be scrupulous, Now it seems I’ve lost my touch All this time I swore I’d only love another man but as fate increased the days Allowing time to slip away my heart made a change of plans I can feel the anguish when he walks out of my life her lull me to sleep as I hold her tight my fate fall out of my sight hate to feel the revelation of his disdain the sour agony of reaping tainted grain the sorrow that never came