Fuck love in the face

No more thumping or beating as my heart is defeating all my emotional control it fears the damage the pain it can't manage and swallows the blood whole my brain eats my memories and chews on my thoughts it digests all my reasoning and spits out sadistic plots These broken fragments of my spirit get stuck in my throat it's hard to release each jagged piece when you've killed off all my hope there's no sensation in an internal organ or so you claim but i feel every laceration with every word you break and maim