Fun, Not Games

i am eager for annihilation. (bleeding, wanting, needing),impatient. i thought i had worked the hate out of my system. but my veins longed to burst as i leaned in to kiss him. mouths and lips ecstatic to open a whole new void. my twisted smiles make him happy as he croons the word 'overjoyed' overoverover and over into my ear. so now we substitute "lover" for "scalpel", sweetiebabyhoneydear.