Gaze

The epitome of you lingers in the darkness, Abemused shadow that light cannot lead into its trickery. The mythical shadow casts strange shapes on the wall.... I can't find the source! Which leaves me with a greater hunger and desire, To learn its secret..... Like a secret interweaving spiral, Going in the very place you'd least expect it. It perplexes yet, it intrigues my very nature... Yet I push myself forward, as you push me further back, You are bonded wrapped up in antagonism and resistance, And won't let anyone get behind your masque of fate.... This elasticizing cycle leaves me bewildered, Because I wasn't before... You've contrived an amusing adventure; I amresolute on solving..... What you didn't know is that my sensesare keen, And nearly never stray from the path of knowing allpaths it crosses... A mind worth being able to conquer... Snatched from the grasp of man, by some hidden reason, your heart, body, mind, and soul, frozen cold by the icy chills of winter, But henceforth come the winds of change, They will bring about a new season, Of laughter and joy, let the summer sun revengethe past so that..... So that the meaning of the love of life will re-enter your inner thoughts, So that understanding of the truth will be yours for the keeping, And to hold onto and to treasure.. So my thoughts intermingle with my heart, I let go of the world, dancing about in its ever merriness, Thoughts of your unhappiness consume me... But eventually I will give up to the consistent drag, I will let life wash me up again on life's frontal shore, And I shall once more be reunited with the clouds that I may float along in their dance... That I may dance with them.. That I will not hide away the youth in my inner being... I will let no confusion of the soul, your soul, or be it mine, hinder and obstruct my everlasting gaze upon the future, my gaze through all humanity to a place, my gaze into the everlasting.. Yet before I do let me gaze into these tender eyes once more before my farewell disturbs the tranquility of the soft gentle blackness.......