Glassy Eyes and White Lies

I just want to curl up in a ball And feel somebody's warmth bring be me back to sanity When I'm upset Or frustrated. But I don't know anyone who would want to stay Curled up together with me For more than 4 minutes. I am alone. I am alone. And I don't feel like anybody can relate to me I don't feel like anybody wants to bother And I hate using I Because it makes me feel self centered But they're my feelings No one else's So can they really be wrong? I am different Than my family Than my friends And I want somebody to speak to me and just calm me down right now Just as I would do for them If I saw them in distress Head buried under crossed arms Hot cheeks cooled with salty tears. Are you okay my friend It's okay to not be okay You can just lay here for awhile And I will keep you safe And I will keep you warm Nobody will have to know this happened We can talk if you want Or we can not talk And know that I will never Ever Judge You. Because I am your friend I am somebody who loves you I care about the way you feel Even if you don't know how to describe how you feel But don't keep this bottled up (One of the few "don't"s I will mention old friend) Because it will only make it worse Or just a tight squeeze And an "I know" will suffice