Gods Spotlight

Going threw the grass of this plain; Searching for your track like a de-railed train With no guidance at all; scared senseless whether or not to fall With such a decision in mind; what kind of life can this kid find? Looking at a razor blade every night; not knowing if morning was in sight Thoughts in his head; Luck fully turning to god to make him go to bed Suicide thoughts coming and consuming like roots from a tree; him thinking why me? God talking to him back; trying to get this kids life on track Him looking into the mirror; then looking down and thinking what a zero Going to school and making below norm; thinking to himself what does he want to form? People saying it’s up to you; Mostly that statement is true There is the need for will power; without that necessity pain will devour His father is full of all this money; but this ass isn’t even close to funny Thinking how a relationship is less important then school; what a fool It’s about a bond and a connection; how he thinks he was a orphan and just a selection It’s like his life is based upon this parody because there not singing his melody There is no progressing; so now the truth is what he is addressing Look into just one eye you start to cry, look into both you can sense he wants to die It’s like seeing a tree but not seeing the root you can’t tell just from the outer suit People have memories and Trees go threw layer to layer, can someone show they care? Going threw this battlefield and every blow has lowered his shield The last explosion was close and now his heart has faded like a ghost Scared to come out. Refusing to arise in this drought Without returning his heart is burning. Maybe this is a lesson he is learning Something to make him strong to make him find out where he can belong Love isn’t something you find on the floor, It isn’t a chore but it’s opening like a door This door is automatically locked this part of your world is blocked You can’t unlock it, only one key can fit it Only that special someone when it happens you’ll never be undone