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I miss her every morning I miss her so badly, when I look at a phone. Tried new things, Just to forget. To get over and glide; Just move on in life!! I miss her, every time I blink I miss her magic, even in my smile. Pieces of memory… Torn down to bits; Scattered around… Like, landmine on bliss; Waiting on ground-for me to explode; I’m dead without soul. But, still walking around... I miss our spot, in blissful eves; I miss those eyes Cute Eyes that plead, Wanting to stay, and chat all eve. Even, newest path I walk Reminds the past… Remind me the lane-in which, we used to talk Walking side by side Leaving our worries Forgetting time Painting sweet memories... I miss my friend, who was there all time. I miss you the most… When I see two friends! I remember the time When she used to shout, When I dump my sleep, and chat all night Now, Wouldn’t she shout? And put up a fight? ‘Cause, She is the reason- That, I can’t go sleep… I miss my love When fate splits apart… I miss myself; From the moment we split. Is it me? Was it a flaw? Or maybe, Just fault with our stars. Like, destined to doom; For ever alone! I’m standing so numb, Picturing the scene; Living in past…of our very first kiss. I miss my happiness I miss even more When I look myself, in the mirror at home The wing of my heart Eye of my painting My cute, partner of crime Now, living her days-A life without me. Should I cry? Or simply be happy? That, “we” ever happened and console my mind. To be fulfilled with days; And moments we spend. Is this enough? Will it ever be enough? The girl of my dream; Love of my life; Feels like a zombie; trying so hard Who can feel only pain, but have no life. I miss her inside My heart seems gone. I miss the most When, I’m a stranger; at her door. I feel pain no more ‘Cause I’ve carved her so deep. Never thought it would end… End this way, Like never imagined, in this chronic way I’m walking alright… But, I’m hollow inside. Even my smile fades away… When I realize “It’s over” my friend. I miss those hands Those soft, rosy lips. I miss the most When I crave for a hug. If not for the car; If not for the ice; If not for the kids-playing in road. I could be there, With her by now, Holding her hand, Stopping her cry. I miss my…girlfriend I miss the most When I bump into a pic Of our wedding vow. Can’t accept the fact My wife is alone, Goes to the grave! Every beginning and end of day With tears dripping down, From her swollen eyes, Those eyes… That used to smile; Which was filled with life. Those very eyes; to which I fell in love While the car came sliding Thrashing towards, those innocent kids What was I thinking? Standing by side Why did I…?? Maybe it’s right It’s good for those parents; There are happy for sure. But, I miss my love I miss my wife I simply miss… The entire concept. I miss it the most, when I realize. Why?? Why did I jump?? To throw away my life. Maybe it’s right, The kids deserve more. But, I miss my love I miss my wife I simply miss… The entire concept-of living alright!! I miss it the most When I realize, I’ve turned a GHOST!!