Philosophical

So many times I drew you near 
A hug to cover what's in my heart 
Hiding all the worry and fear 
Of how you will survive without me 
 
You never see past the end of the day 
You don't understand, my family's history 
Of cancer, heart disease, and dementia 
Will one day com and take me away, 
 
Today is different, as you both smile so nice 
While leaving to go about your day 
and not thinking about the snow and ice, 
I realize I am happy in the sadness 
Of knowing, finally, you don't need me.

Happy In The Sadness