Hate to see my angel fly

i wasnt writing this to create the perfect poem, just had alot on my mind...... i know the punctuation and structureis awful and i will fix it later. You're waiting here My beloved and dear Your eyes so soft As mine brim with tears I just can not bear The sound of the others calling your name The look of your glare Makes my heart beat insane "You'll be just fine" Is the look that you gave The idea etched in my mind But I'm still dying for you to live Your halo glows like the sun, this I can't deny But still, I hate to see my angel fly You gave me peace When I'd toiled myself to my knees So where would I be If it were'nt for you loving me? You knew me by heart You knew me by mind When the sun fell apart You were the light in my life You gave me the feeling Something the I've always known That I can rest assured The day would come when you would be gone But never this soon It just came in a flash Crept up like the moon And cut my world in half You ventured into the unknown And left me all alone You went to the glorified kingdom To sit with The Highest on His thrown I loved you so, this I can not deny That's why I hate to see my angel fly