Heart Break Heart Rape

Written by Riyah Walton & Glenn McCrary My heart has been raped by mendacious happiness Purity has evaporated into blank nothingness Surrounding myself in false reality Has played games with and beaten my mentality And now even the best plastic smile Could not mask my pain. Because honestly the pain never ends Over me it constantly showers But other times it's only brief Sometime it lasts for hours All I know is that I want it all to fade Far into the distant shadows Casted off into the shade. But this pain wont fade effortlessly I need to show strength use some brutality Because mellowing in the shallows Only works for a little while As It wont be long till the flashbacks of rape reappear. So I will work hard to meet my demands And I will do the best that I can To make my life less of a living hell 'Cause I've been cast up under a spell That has been manipulating my soul And the things I've said and done Have made my blood start to run cold. So now I'll retreat into the judgmental world Tell my story freely without masking it with lies And the truth will sting, Because heart rape is an awful thing But soon I'll be free From these teary eyes. By Glenn McCrary& Riyah Walton © 2010 Glenn McCrary & Riyah Walton (All rights reserved)