Heart storms

I still drown in sadness A world cloaked in darkness A sadness of lost love that wont leave me alone A dark cloud hangs over me I see you in every story I hear you in most songs I look for you wanting, but dreading to see you Your in the peopleI see, the places i go Yet your not there... I want to like myself I want to believe im a good person But if i was Would youhave hurt me the way you did You Would have left me feeling kindness You would have been my friend You would have cared