Heartless-can-be?

I'm wild and sometimes even heartless-can-be, I'm fond of collecting illusions to ruin, I'm breaking the rules life has written for me, "Create to destroy" best describes what I'm doing. I'm scarily dangerous, silently loud - A walking disaster you'd better ignore, The pain in the neck of a desperate crowd. But I'm like a magnet - you'll only want more. You'll figure me out, you'll get to the core - One beauty, two fears, three dangers - it's me. You'll enter my heartspace and close the door For anyone else who I wanted to be. My truth was denying devotion and faith, And now you've proved right the opposite true. A chain of mistakes is the sign of my days; My strength will forgive me - it led me to you.