Here and now

Here and now is where I am. Big, fat, dark emphasis on 'I AM'. 'I am' a stranger to the 'myself'. 'I' dislike the word 'myself'. To be honest with YOU, the 'I', will tell YOU "...sounds like selfcentred-crap..." that he thinks it's just a synonome for 'I'. And that doesn't make sense to me being here, and NOW.