Heroin's Pull

I love to feel her hold me Her embraces keep me warm She takes away my morning pain When we meet for the first time Those few short hours we spend together I know I will be fine Her departure in early evening Sees my pain return I start to ache for her embrace My eyes begin to hurt Sometimes I try bear it Till mornings light shines through I obsess about her when we are apart I think back to the very start When life was all to simple I didn’t rely on her Or let down my loved ones Just to feel her love I felt I was untouchable And life for me was good But this temptress only led me To the depths of my despair Crying for her love at night And pulling out my hair Some days I make myself a promise To no longer live this way To live life independently An honorary member of society Walking the streets with my head held high No longer spending nights alone wishing I would die But for now as morning breaks through Today I know where she will be Her magnetism strongly Still pulling my body