Holy Jackass 3

I don't know where to go or which way to turn you try to teach me but I'm resistant to learn trying to convert me by burning scripture into my mind to pretend that I'm possessed I just don't have the time just 'cause I refuse to get plugged you assume I hate God that's why you always catch me in the corner with my iPod with the music on blast blocking all this bullshit from my ears get out of my head and stop trying to cage me with fear you say offensive things yet you reassure me it's not out of tribulation this is why I often seclude myself in long periods of segregation without a care you launch verbal missiles but they're sugar coated if the Lord saw this you would be instantly demoted inside I was suffocating from the unbearable weight and you just made things worse by throwing all my hope out the gate do you know how many times suicide was crossing my mind that night? oh I forgot you were too busy laughing in delight how you gonna tell me that dying is what's best? you're like a fly buzzing in my ear I'll swat ya you little pest is this really a matter of fate or is this what you want? quit beating around the bush be real and keep it blunt you're like a severe thunderstorm complete with heavy rain if you think I'm gonna get soaked you're mentally insane from your body language I'm not receiving a very good vibe in my eyes I see it as just another sneaky bribe it's like you're discoloring my vision all I see is black and white and quite frankly it angers me to the point that I can't sleep at night extinguishing my bulb of light destroying it's perfect shape as I'm choking on the toxic gas of your words oh wow that's great I guess you expect me to listen to you even if what you say is pure crap but in the back of my mind I'm thinking shut the fuck up and lick my sack my point being if you can't say nothing nice then say nothing you laugh like it's a joke but trust me homie I ain't bluffing By Glenn McCrary © 2010 Glenn McCrary (All rights reserved)