How ??

You are around me Watching me, liking me Every day every hour, Every second. I look at you every day too But still can’t see Through the moist air Even when my heart plea. With every passing day, And every passing night, My heart beat is increasing And my calmness vanishing. Through the dry air, I want to smell your fragrance. Through my heart’s telescope I want to watch you, Your blue eyes so vivid. How can I find you? When the people Are more concerned About my looks rather than my soul. More eager to know about My wealth leaving behind my health. More eager to know How will I die? Without knowing How will I survive without you??