How do you?

How do you? How do you reach Satisfaction? Without facing destruction How do you find a solution? Without finding frustration How do you relax all that tension? Without facing the weakness of creation How do you find redemption? Without ambition? How do you become reconstruction? Without an option How do you make self-control your primary mission? Without wishing it was just your imaginantion How do you find relaxation? Without annihilation Wondering if hurting others has become your addiction