How I miss you

I remember when I first saw you I liked your smile But I liked you more than your smile You were the greatest thing of the moment But I pretended it never happened. I had to live with it everyday Until you came and ignites the spark And turned it to flames I liked your humanity But I liked you more than your humanity I enjoyed your company But then I pretended it wasn't happening You left and I thought I see you again I did I fell in love with your dreams But I fell in love with you more than your dreams Because of what ever I had, I thought you weren't the one I regreted everything, I regret everything and I will regret everything but who is to be blamed, I, myself and my thoughts Now I celebrate another lonely birthday My birth month remains me when you first said I love you I still clear remember how you said "usuku oluhle" And you meant never say it again. There is no one like you Everyday I still think how it would have been like As I regret everything. I dedicate this one to myself as the birthday message (23rd July).