I can't escape being afflicted by you

Ok, this is my second translation of another old Russial lyrical song. Any input will be greatly appreciated!! Verse 1: I relish moments I saw your eyes sparkle When your voice lured me to my rueful fate. But you are gone, and I, lost in despair, Yearn for the magical world you create. Refrain: I wish you knew how futile, wretched and doleful, My life's without poignant songs sung by you. From timid flutter to rapturous longing - I can’t escape being afflicted by you. I can’t escape being afflicted by you. Verse 2: Show me a sign - I’d surrender my freedom - Under your spell, at your feet, no defense. I’d endureany misfortune and torment Ifthere is hopeto revive our romance!